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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Mon Jan 26, 2009 12:56 am UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I actually spent about 4 hours in 4chan yesterday. NOT in /b/, but still. Yuri board's my favourite.

I will not go on it today..must..resist..
Confession: I just searched yuri to find out what it was....Woops.
Confession: I visited 4chan and /b/ for the first time yesterday....Woops.
That place is just downright weird. I much prefer FaiD (and even that in small doses).
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Baldur » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:08 am UTC

If they come to you, just be there to listen to them if you can't think of what to say. I know that sounds like silly advice, but I've found that the majority of the time when I've been feeling depressed (I don't know if it is actually clinical depression, or if I'm just being sulky), that having somewhere there to listen is a huge help. Also, if they start crying, be there to lend a shoulder and hugs, if you can. I know an awful lot of people aren't into the whole touchy-feely thing with friends, but it does help me.

What else...Oh! Assure them of things you know will work out fine, or you think they will. Don't lie, because if things don't work out like you had said they would, then they may lose faith or trust in you.

Never, ever tell someone to "snap out of it!" if it is clinical or a medically diagnosed depression. Often, people can't. Just weather out the worst of it with them. I like knowing someone can be there for me, if I need it. Oh, don't push help from you on them. If you want to be there for them just say "I'm here if you need someone to talk to, ok? I'm your friend, and that's what friends do.". That way, if they want to talk or they want help, they know who to go to.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DJorgensen » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:13 am UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I actually spent about 4 hours in 4chan yesterday. NOT in /b/, but still. Yuri board's my favourite.

I will not go on it today..must..resist..

That's pretty much where I end up if I go on there.
I dunno why people are complaining that 4chan is all bad. Its just not all that great.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby eternal luna » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:13 am UTC

Yeah, I've had clinical depression since I was 11 or 12... The last year had its pitfalls, but I'm generally okay now. I don't know, it feels as though I haven't really divorced my ego from other people yet. Logically, I know that people are separate and so can be depressed when I'm not, but I don't... feel it, I suppose.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby suffer-cait » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:22 am UTC

i like helping people, and talking to them.
i am good at psychoanalizing things, and such.
but i feel like i'm no good at actually making people feel better.
just super good at understanding what is wrong.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Delalyra » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:28 am UTC

Confession: I never know what to do about my boyfriend's depression either. He's learned to cope, and he says having me around makes him happy, so I suppose he's better off than most. But he still hates himself. :(

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Rippy » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:45 am UTC

sje46 wrote:
Rippy wrote:Confession: It's my birthday today (seeing as it's past midnight), and a bunch of friends came over for a surprise birthday party earlier. I said I didn't want one, but in the end it was nice.

Confession: However, I'm mad that I didn't catch on to it.

Confession: I also feel guilty because they brought presents, which I was completely not expecting. Like, the one friend gave me a $40 gift card, and I'm not even super close friends with her. And I got an Offspring cd which I had lusted after at the mall the day before and they somehow doubled back and got, and a couple books. I mean, I appreciate the generosity, but I'm just... not the gifty type, particularly the receiving part, and especially when it's substantial things.

I'm jealous. I wish I had friends like that.
You're really lucky.

Up until a few months ago, I didn't. I knew these people for a while before that, but not well enough to do anything more than hang out. So be patient, things will look up for you too.

On a less positive note, I'm probably going to part ways with most, if not all, of them in 5 months. High school'll be over, see.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby JayDee » Mon Jan 26, 2009 1:58 am UTC

Jesse wrote:Woo, serious confession time. I'm a liar and have been lying for almost a year now. I have been telling everyone that these pills are working out for me and that my depression's not so bad anymore. Except it is, and it's not been a year and a half since I last tried to kill myself, it's been a month. Saved only by my body's desire to vomit up stuff instead of dying by ingesting them.
:( That's no good at all. Being depressed still, that is. I don't blame you for lying about it. Dealing with depression can be impossible enough without dealing with peoples reactions.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Jesse » Mon Jan 26, 2009 2:18 am UTC

Indeed

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby schumi_girl » Mon Jan 26, 2009 2:37 am UTC

Shit.

4chan.


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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby benjhuey » Mon Jan 26, 2009 8:49 am UTC

Confession: I'm not feeling much of anything these days. My mind is running the blankest it's ever been.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DJorgensen » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:20 am UTC

Confession: I killed crickets car by leaving the lights on today. Her boss boosted it for me tho and all is good with it... well kinda. It needs a lot of work >.>
I also hot wired my car back into action. I can use anything that fits in the hole I drilled out to turn the ignition now! (and the chip key near by) Yay!
Unfortunately I can't seem to get the ignition cylinder out, but at least I can move my car again. I also appear to have been burned by super hot bits of metal shrapnel that got in between my cuffs and my gloves while taking the power drill to it - even though I was covered in layers from the -20°C weather outside.

I am also not tired even though I really need to go to sleep... *sigh*
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Nemphael » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:31 am UTC

Confession: I should be doing school related things - Gathering information about IP/VoIP for now. Instead I'm reading Bash and hanging on XKCD.

Confession: I ought to enter a programming competition, but I don't think I care anymore. The deadline is the 31th, but yaya, I feel like Douglas Adams... I don't really have much to do, and I've theorized most of it: Already finished with three out of four tasks, I am. To be frank, this year's tasks were dull. Hangman, Battleships and Lotto. And the fourth, which I haven't even started on, is "Star Wars", which is an interesting twist and actually the only interesting task. So, uhm, I've written most of the three first and I've got them working, more or less. They do need a rewrite all three of them, though.

Confession: I'm wondering whether I have cancer.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DJorgensen » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:34 am UTC

Nemphael wrote:Confession: I'm wondering whether I have cancer.

Probably have cancerous cells, but your body can generally deal with that constructively and eliminate them.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby schumi_girl » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:51 am UTC

I was supposed to go to a friend's house for a barbeque tonight. I got all dressed up and everything, then decided not to go. I just couldn't face the idea of seeing a whole bunch of people, all happy and smiling, when I'm dead inside.

I don't think I'll be socialising with anybody for a long time.

The scariest part is I can feel myself withdrawing, and I don't mind.


I want to slip away.


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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby eternal luna » Mon Jan 26, 2009 10:05 am UTC

:cry:



You sound like me.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Mon Jan 26, 2009 12:03 pm UTC

schumi_girl wrote:I was supposed to go to a friend's house for a barbeque tonight. I got all dressed up and everything, then decided not to go. I just couldn't face the idea of seeing a whole bunch of people, all happy and smiling, when I'm dead inside.

I don't think I'll be socialising with anybody for a long time.

The scariest part is I can feel myself withdrawing, and I don't mind.


I want to slip away.
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You sound like me.
You want to talk about it?
*edit: Also, *Hugs*

Confession: today, whilst watching the end of serenity for the first time, I thought of yesterday when I had a couple of friends over. And for the first time in my entire life....I felt like I truly belonged somewhere. For so long I have felt like I've never belonged anywhere....not with my family or even my closest friends....not even when I was little. Its become hard to let go of the loneliness. I'm loving this feeling of belonging (and have longed for it), but I'm also shrinking away from it; its new and unknown....and I find some sort of solace in the loneliness that I can't explain, a sort of familiarity that I can withdraw to despite the fact that I dislike being alone. I feel naked in front of this feeling of belonging....
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Pirate.Bondage » Mon Jan 26, 2009 12:24 pm UTC

*Hugs schumi and Luna*
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby yohanleafheart » Mon Jan 26, 2009 12:28 pm UTC

schumi_girl wrote:The scariest part is I can feel myself withdrawing, and I don't mind.


Kirk: Scott, get the hugs tranponder ready.
Scott: Ay, ay Sir;
Kirk: Spock, initially the hug warp driver.
Spock: Warp 3, Sir.
Kirk: It's too damn slow.
Spock: Warp 4, Sir.
Kirk: It's too damn slow.
Spock: Warp 5, Sir.
Kirk: It's too damn slow.
Spock: Warp 6, Sir.
Kirk: It's too damn slow.
Spock: Warp 7, Sir.
Kirk: It's too damn slow.

I hope those hugs get to you fast enough


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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby pseudoidiot » Mon Jan 26, 2009 3:31 pm UTC

Confession: Having someone "sig" me for the first time (or at least the first time I noticed) brightened my day a lot more than it probably should have.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Armadillo Al » Mon Jan 26, 2009 4:13 pm UTC

Fess: I've been sitting in my cubicle for the last half-hour trying to remember exactly what I'm supposed to be doing. Staring at the notes from the last week's worth of meetings, the only thing I can seem to get from them is "Wow, I scribbled down a lot of Nightwish lyrics". Not that there isn't actual notes written on there, I just don't seem to have the ability to focus on them this morning.

I blame the Pepsi MAX.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Chai Kovsky » Mon Jan 26, 2009 5:22 pm UTC

Fess (1): A couple of my friends want to transfer out of here and another doesn't know where he's going to go to college. Now that I know I'm staying at this school, I secretly hope they all stay here, even if they have to get rejected from their schools to do it.

Fess (2): He's either gotten less mature or I'm finally noticing it. It's not exactly annoying, but worrying sometimes. What if I spend all this time waiting for him and he never grows up? I know we're all counting on the school to rub off on him, but what if it doesn't work? I love him, but sometimes it's extremely hard to avoid the temptation to shake him and say "Stop acting like a 6 year-old!" Not that he'd listen, anyway.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby schumi_girl » Mon Jan 26, 2009 8:27 pm UTC

Confession: I woke up this morning [it's only 6.26am] to find this http://nubry.deviantart.com/art/Smile-and-the-World-smiles-bak-110778866.

I then proceeded to cry for an hour.

The hour is about to finish up.


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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Fat Tony » Mon Jan 26, 2009 9:11 pm UTC

Confession: Last night was one of the best I've had in a while. I was hanging out with three of my ex-girlfriends.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby ACU-LP » Mon Jan 26, 2009 10:45 pm UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I woke up this morning [it's only 6.26am] to find this http://nubry.deviantart.com/art/Smile-and-the-World-smiles-bak-110778866.

I then proceeded to cry for an hour.

The hour is about to finish up.
Confession: I have never done anything like that for a friend....
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby yohanleafheart » Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:30 pm UTC

Emo Fess:No one has ever done anything like that for me
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby HarleyQuinn » Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:32 pm UTC

Fess: I think most my 'friends' hate me and only put up with me to use me.
Honestly, I don't know why I bother with them.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby sje46 » Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:35 pm UTC

schumi_girl wrote:Confession: I woke up this morning [it's only 6.26am] to find this http://nubry.deviantart.com/art/Smile-and-the-World-smiles-bak-110778866.

I then proceeded to cry for an hour.

The hour is about to finish up.

Oh!
I was wondering what was so sad about that, but I'm just so dense. You're teh girl she's trying to cheer up.

That is really, really nice of her.

You should smile! You have a special friend. No one has ever done anything like that for me either.
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Honestly, I don't know why I bother with them.

I think this a lot too. But I think I exaggerrate things too, because I'm depressed. I know some of my friends like me.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby HarleyQuinn » Mon Jan 26, 2009 11:37 pm UTC

sje46 wrote:*hug*
HarleyQuinn wrote:Fess: I think most my 'friends' hate me and only put up with me to use me.
Honestly, I don't know why I bother with them.

I think this a lot too. But I think I exaggerate things too, because I'm depressed. I know some of my friends like me.


I know some like me, but most of the people I talk or hang with really don't care about me. I think its a mutual fake friendship...
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Lt Greatsocks » Tue Jan 27, 2009 12:55 am UTC

Confession: If I'm in a social situation with more than 20 people I get nervous, awkward, and all self-loathy. Excluding concerts.
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Postby Quixotess » Tue Jan 27, 2009 12:58 am UTC

Confession: I was the hare today.

Had to meet with my group early before class to go over the presentation. Started early to class, made good time, had plenty to spare, thought "I have enough time to get a smoothie!"

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Postby michaelandjimi » Tue Jan 27, 2009 1:10 am UTC

I bet you'll completely miss it the next day, though. It's the law of the universe.

Or, as they say, hare today, gone tomorrow.

Confession: I might actually be proud of that pun.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Xaiv » Tue Jan 27, 2009 1:12 am UTC

Confession: I secretely like to act completely random just to see what other people's reactions will be.

It's my hobby, really. =D

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Seda » Tue Jan 27, 2009 1:27 am UTC

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Postby d33p » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:03 am UTC

Confession: I'm dementedly proud of resisting the temptation to pray.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Chai Kovsky » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:24 am UTC

Fess 1: I haven't found any girls who strike my fancy in a while, though the number of boys I'm attracted to stays constant. I think that makes me appear more bisexual than I really am.

Fess 2: I had a dream about my ex the other night. I wish she would have responded to my emails rather than utterly disappearing when she went to Scotland.

Fess 3: I have a tiny crush on my boyfriend's friend, because even as a friend he's more gentlemanly to me than any guy I've ever gone out with.

Conclusion: This spells trouble for my relationship with Boychik. I'd prefer that it didn't.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby steewi » Tue Jan 27, 2009 2:33 am UTC

I think I'm changing friends again. Every few years I drift away from the people I hang around and start hanging around new people. Some friends hang on, but others drop back to facebook friends or "say hello in the street" friends. It seems to be happening again.

I think it's because I'm starting to come out and they won't all like it.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby DrProfessorPhD » Tue Jan 27, 2009 3:54 am UTC

When I was out fencing on Sat with people way more skilled than I, I felt really at peace. Like, it was the first thing I can remember that I would feel happy doing pretty much forever. It felt better than socializing with my close friends (though I was socializing with the people I was fighting) and playing video games. Better than being on the computer. And now I really wish I was back there fighting. I am also kinda excited that I will soon be trying out some different styles of rapiers to test them out and get one for myself. I also love the fact that I can call my instructor by his first name on weekends, even though I must use his last name in school settings.

Oh, and I'm kinda sad that I can't help teasing my friend. Everyone except him and his GF think they have issues with her completely controlling him, and we make fun of him. I'm just afraid that some day I'll go to far, or I'll get a GF and he'll make comments like that, even if they aren't true.

Also, I think my teachers had me in mind when they gave a speech about academic integrity and gave us new randomized assigned seating. In my defense, I know I shouldn't have done it, but I did anyway because doing it the right way wasn't worth the effort because I wish I hadn't taken the class, and I'm going to try and skate by the rest of the semester without cheating and without giving up my B.

I'm afraid I might not get exceeds on my writing AIMS (standardized stated test). I got Mathematics and reading trivially, but my communication skills leave something to be desired and I fell 20 points short of the exceeds, leaving me slightly more than average and with only a slight improvement to my score. Kids who failed get up to 3 more tries, but I only have 1 left. Not fair. And a full ride instate scholarship might depend on my exceeding on it.
And my English course (another one I shouldn't have taken) isn't teaching me anything, so I'm not really going to improve other than trying the strategy of 'simple but straightforward'. Really, nothing about essays. I write a bunch, but I'm not told what's right and wrong with them. This class really doesn't seem to apply to me. Not that it seems it should, I would vastly prefer a course that was either me not taking it or simply some lit stuff, since I can read well.

This was a bit more than I expected to write, but a bunch of stuff appears to have piled on me all at once.
I am probably a swordfighting octopus. In case you can't tell.

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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby sje46 » Tue Jan 27, 2009 4:39 am UTC

Chai Kovsky wrote:Fess 1: I haven't found any girls who strike my fancy in a while, though the number of boys I'm attracted to stays constant. I think that makes me appear more bisexual than I really am.

Fess 2: I had a dream about my ex the other night. I wish she would have responded to my emails rather than utterly disappearing when she went to Scotland.

Fess 3: I have a tiny crush on my boyfriend's friend, because even as a friend he's more gentlemanly to me than any guy I've ever gone out with.

Conclusion: This spells trouble for my relationship with Boychik. I'd prefer that it didn't.

This confuses me. For the longest time I thought you were yoru avatar, but then I found out it's summer glau, or something. But it still stuck in my head that you are a girl. So are you a bisexual boy or girl? It's not important of course.
Quixotess wrote:Confession: I was the hare today.

Had to meet with my group early before class to go over the presentation. Started early to class, made good time, had plenty to spare, thought "I have enough time to get a smoothie!"

sigh

You were the .. . .hare? .. .today?
I don't know what you are trying to say in this confession.
*sigh*
I don't understand this fora today.
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Re: Confessions Thread - Large Hadron Confider

Postby Chai Kovsky » Tue Jan 27, 2009 4:49 am UTC

sje46 wrote:
Chai Kovsky wrote:Fess 1: I haven't found any girls who strike my fancy in a while, though the number of boys I'm attracted to stays constant. I think that makes me appear more bisexual than I really am.

Fess 2: I had a dream about my ex the other night. I wish she would have responded to my emails rather than utterly disappearing when she went to Scotland.

Fess 3: I have a tiny crush on my boyfriend's friend, because even as a friend he's more gentlemanly to me than any guy I've ever gone out with.

Conclusion: This spells trouble for my relationship with Boychik. I'd prefer that it didn't.

This confuses me. For the longest time I thought you were your avatar, but then I found out it's summer glau, or something. But it still stuck in my head that you are a girl. So are you a bisexual boy or girl? It's not important of course
I am Summer Glau, how many times have I had to tell you people?!

On a slightly less silly note, I am a girl. I've noticed that even if you are a male, if you have a female avatar people will tend to think of you as a girl and vice versa, so I chose to use one of Summer Glau rather than the more obvious Tchaikovsky. I'm a bisexual girl, but I'm mostly lesbian by nature. So for Fess 1, the fact that I'm seeing fewer girls and interested more in guys makes me appear less lesbian and more bisexual.
sje46 wrote:
Quixotess wrote:Confession: I was the hare today.

Had to meet with my group early before class to go over the presentation. Started early to class, made good time, had plenty to spare, thought "I have enough time to get a smoothie!"

sigh

You were the .. . .hare? .. .today?
I don't know what you are trying to say in this confession.
*sigh*
I don't understand this fora today.

This confused me too.
Spoiler:
kellsbells wrote:¡This Chai is burning me!
Chai Kovsky wrote:I can kill you with my brain.

That is all.
superglucose wrote:In other words: LISTEN TO CHAI.
Delayra wrote:Yet another brilliant idea from Chai!

I <3 Pirate.Bondage!


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