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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby d0rk » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:16 am UTC

Insig: haha.. you totally fail at being inconspicuous ;)

Being paranoid is something some people (me included) will never get rid of. I guess some of it stems from high school and elementary issues, but part of it is probably natural.
Wouldn't it be nice if everyone could just speak their mind, and never hide anything?

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby airtank » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:18 am UTC

Confession: It's been so long since I've had healthy, loving intimate contact with someone that I've forgotten what it's like.

d0rk wrote:Wouldn't it be nice if everyone could just speak their mind, and never hide anything?


I'd get told I'm a bitch a looooooot more often, and frankly, it would probably only encourage me.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:20 am UTC

airtank wrote:Confession: It's been so long since I've had healthy, loving intimate contact with someone that I've forgotten what it's like.

d0rk wrote:Wouldn't it be nice if everyone could just speak their mind, and never hide anything?


I'd get told I'm a bitch a looooooot more often, and frankly, it would probably only encourage me.



I'm ridiculously desperate for an emotionally satisfying relationship.

The constant complaints and hurt comments towards me only fuel my desire to antagonize everyone around me (except the cool people)
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby d0rk » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:24 am UTC

talking about masks we put on when we are with different people: I hate it when two of those groups collide..

confession: I think I would seriously consider leaving this forum when people I know IRL join

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:26 am UTC

I don't use masks, but certain groups are more well suited to certain focus's.

I wouldn't leave, as all my friends pretty much tend to know everything about me anyways, or at least the ones smart enough that they would actually be here.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby d0rk » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:29 am UTC

I don't really tell any of my real life friends what goes on in my mind... It seems horrifying to me to go eye-to-eye with someone who really knows you

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby airtank » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:31 am UTC

Granted, d0rk, that it's a lot easier to open up through interpersonal communication as opposed to personal, face-to-face situations, but nothing beats sitting down and having a long talk with someone you connect with, then giving them a huge hug afterward.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby d0rk » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:38 am UTC

Confession: I'm just too afraid to tell anyone my secrets. [/emo]

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TigerX » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:40 am UTC

d0rk wrote:Confession: I'm just too afraid to tell anyone my secrets. [/emo]

That we would hold it against you or that the "wrong" person might find out?

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:42 am UTC

You'll find that it's really not a big deal, and the decent people won't see you differently afterwards. There's not a single aspect of my life that at least someone I'm friends with doesn't know. Textual mediums make it easier to share, and you'll find getting a friends perspective can be really helpful.

Confession: I really want someone to cuddle with, but there really isn't anyone in my life that's interested.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby williamager » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:50 am UTC

Verator wrote:You'll find that it's really not a big deal, and the decent people won't see you differently afterwards. There's not a single aspect of my life that at least someone I'm friends with doesn't know. Textual mediums make it easier to share, and you'll find getting a friends perspective can be really helpful.

Confession: I really want someone to cuddle with, but there really isn't anyone in my life that's interested.


The wrong person finding out can certainly be a big deal, however.

And in response to your confession, am I correct in assuming you're in high school, and therefore know few people who are remotely similar to you?
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby airtank » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:53 am UTC

Verator wrote:I'm ridiculously desperate for an emotionally satisfying relationship.

The constant complaints and hurt comments towards me only fuel my desire to antagonize everyone around me (except the cool people)


You and I should not get into a relationship with one another.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:57 am UTC

That's probably more so relevant due to an age disparity, as I don't think you would desire a 16yo male. As for the constant antagonizing of all those around us, I believe it would make for impressive lulz.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Shizo » Sat Oct 06, 2007 1:58 am UTC

Confession: I feel like learning to crip walk, then do it everywhere I go.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby airtank » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:06 am UTC

Shizo wrote:Confession: I feel like learning to crip walk, then do it everywhere I go.


LET'S LEARN TOGETHER. i have the same desire!
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Insignificant Deifaction » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:19 am UTC

Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby williamager » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:25 am UTC

Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


Perhaps, and perhaps I am worse off from the lack of it; but is it actually as important as some say, or is that simply a delusion?
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Angelene » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:27 am UTC

williamager wrote:
Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


Perhaps, and perhaps I am worse off from the lack of it; but is it actually so important as some say, or is that simply a delusion?


Oh I think it really does depend on the individual, some are naturally far more tactile than others, and intimacy comes in many forms.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Insignificant Deifaction » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:30 am UTC

Well... I never really knew how wonderful it was until I got it...

But I suppose I am quite tactile.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Angelene » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:35 am UTC

I guess I'm naturally quite restrained and it's not that often that I let someone into my bubble. Also, while it's liberating to trust someone enough to attain a level of intimacy, it's also terrifying, and I never really allow myself to depend upon it for fear of it being taken away again.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TheKhakinator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:40 am UTC

Insignificant Deification wrote::|

Since you asked, chains.

Funny cause I know people that wear their chains on the outside...

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Insignificant Deifaction » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:42 am UTC

@Cara: I wish I could let you have my relationship for a moment, to relax in the trust and love I have. It's exhilarating, used to be terrifying, but now it is wondrous. Though, I do not think you'd want to stay.

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby KicktheCAN » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:56 am UTC

Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


I hate hugs....
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:57 am UTC

KicktheCAN wrote:
Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


I hate hugs....



Sounds like someone needs a hug! *hug*
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby williamager » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:58 am UTC

KicktheCAN wrote:
Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


I hate hugs....


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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TigerX » Sat Oct 06, 2007 2:58 am UTC

Verator wrote:Confession: I really want someone to cuddle with, but there really isn't anyone in my life that's interested.

I "feel" ya there. (No pun intended.) Every person (other than my first) that I've gotten close to has turned me away after we cuddle just one time. The last one said "I could lie here forever". Seems that was something of a misnomer.

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby KicktheCAN » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:18 am UTC

williamager wrote:
KicktheCAN wrote:
Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


I hate hugs....


Why?


I feel like I am being suffocated, smothered. I quite often flip out if somebody tries to hug me by surprise.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:19 am UTC

confession: I really can't stand to be around my close friend anymore. The reminders and feelings she invokes are too unpleasant and mentally unhealthy. I wish we were just no longer in contact for a long period of time.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TigerX » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:20 am UTC

KicktheCAN wrote:I feel like I am being suffocated, smothered.

You can always go for the every trendy "side-hug".

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby xooll » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:21 am UTC

TigerX wrote:
KicktheCAN wrote:I feel like I am being suffocated, smothered.

You can always go for the every trendy "side-hug".

Or get a hedgehog-suit. No one will hug you then.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TheKhakinator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:32 am UTC

williamager wrote:
Insignificant Deification wrote:Hugs are really important sometimes... physical intimacy is something that everyone needs at some point or another...


Perhaps, and perhaps I am worse off from the lack of it; but is it actually as important as some say, or is that simply a delusion?

I don't think it's necessary, but it's certainly nice sometimes.
KicktheCAN wrote:I quite often flip out if somebody tries to hug me by surprise.

I'm really quite jumpy. I twitch if something moves in my peripheral vision, let alone someone touches me. Really makes people quite wary. If I'm prepared though I can handle it.

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Angelene » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:41 am UTC

TheKhakinator wrote:I'm really quite jumpy. I twitch if something moves in my peripheral vision, let alone someone touches me. Really makes people quite wary. If I'm prepared though I can handle it.


Oh I have an incredibly nervous disposition...I jump a mile if my phone beeps, I can't have it on vibrate because the sensation makes me scream. I'm ridiculously guarded, and it has caused offense to folk who don't realise that it's not that I find them threatening but that it's just my natural demeanour.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby KicktheCAN » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:51 am UTC

TigerX wrote:
KicktheCAN wrote:I feel like I am being suffocated, smothered.

You can always go for the every trendy "side-hug".


And I do.

TheKhakinator wrote:I'm really quite jumpy. I twitch if something moves in my peripheral vision, let alone someone touches me. Really makes people quite wary. If I'm prepared though I can handle it.


I do this too, I am the twitchiest person I know and I get made fun of for it.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Insignificant Deifaction » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:56 am UTC

All of this sounds like how I used to be. And how I still am from time to time.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 3:59 am UTC

I'm generally a pretty touchy person, I'm really comfortable hugging most anyone. However, I do have crazy rreflex's and am twitchy on occasion, due to simple reflex training and then just a certain male friend attempting to grope me constantly and my stopping him.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TigerX » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:03 am UTC

Verator wrote:I'm generally a pretty touchy person, I'm really comfortable hugging most anyone. However, I do have crazy rreflex's and am twitchy on occasion, due to simple reflex training and then just a certain male friend attempting to grope me constantly and my stopping him.

A group of my straight friends have this game that they play. They will start touching each other in provocative ways. Each time they try to outdo each other until someone gets uncomfortable and screams. As a gay man, this amuses me to no end. However, it's a game that I don't usually participate in unless I get a shot at that one guy... :-D

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:05 am UTC

Haha nice, we do that too. Though, I'm bisexual, so it usually doesn't matter to me really, except with him for some reason, but I really don't enjoy my mammaries being groped, it's not something I really can have happen without feeling incredibly self-conscious and my bad body-image issues start flaring up.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby TigerX » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:09 am UTC

Verator wrote:Haha nice, we do that too. Though, I'm bisexual, so it usually doesn't matter to me really, except with him for some reason, but I really don't enjoy my mammaries being groped, it's not something I really can have happen without feeling incredibly self-conscious and my bad body-image issues start flaring up.

Aye, sir. If you ever want it to stop, there's always an easy to do it (if you're out). Just grab him and start makin' out. That will have him thinking twice the next time. :-D

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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby Verator » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:10 am UTC

Hahaha, not this one I don't think, but I was thinking about it.
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Re: Confessional Thread

Postby elminster » Sat Oct 06, 2007 4:30 am UTC

I don't mind hugs at all, but i'd prefer not to use them too oftern, unless its a music festival... then it's free hugs all round.

Confession: It's 5am, was too bored to sleep and as an effect of not much sleep last morning i'm getting a bit too many visual hullucinations for my liking.... also i just moved in my uni flat eariler brought along some alcohol for the upcomming house parties... but i feel like drinking it. I look forward to indugling in illegal narcotics after the last 5months w/o any. Sensibly and in moderation, of course.

@d0rk: I kinda know what your thinking. I wouldn't tell anyone everything, especially since one of the most probably persons I would usually talk to about, definately wouldn't want to hear certian parts of it.

Mind you, i'm sure i'll run into someone who thinks the way I have invisioned (I thought of a tone of endings after "who.." but none of them seemed to fit, so I went with the most vauge option that is almost certiant to be right)
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